HelenLouise
25-02-11, 16:26
Hi everyone!
I have been feeling so low lately its horrible.
I have OCD and emetophobia and I am so tired of the thoughts and panic. I am constantly convinced I have some sort of cancer and I'm fed up of it :(!
I'm starting to get really low - when I wake up in a morning I cannot be bothered to get out of bed. When I force myself to do so I cannot be bothered to get dressed or anything and it usually takes me hours to do so. I wake up hungry but have no motivation to eat and eventually i just feel sluggish from not eating.
I'm at uni and this feeling is really harming my work - I don't want to go in! I panic when I have to leave the house, especially if its to do long train rides and i have no motivation to do my work :(!
No one seems to understand when I tell them how i feel - the response i get is, "well you will have to get motivated."
I only feel 100% happy when i'm with my boyfriend and my life at home makes me feel worse as I have a dad who has Alzheimer's disease which makes home life very difficult!
Sorry for the rant, just needed to vent xxx
I have been feeling so low lately its horrible.
I have OCD and emetophobia and I am so tired of the thoughts and panic. I am constantly convinced I have some sort of cancer and I'm fed up of it :(!
I'm starting to get really low - when I wake up in a morning I cannot be bothered to get out of bed. When I force myself to do so I cannot be bothered to get dressed or anything and it usually takes me hours to do so. I wake up hungry but have no motivation to eat and eventually i just feel sluggish from not eating.
I'm at uni and this feeling is really harming my work - I don't want to go in! I panic when I have to leave the house, especially if its to do long train rides and i have no motivation to do my work :(!
No one seems to understand when I tell them how i feel - the response i get is, "well you will have to get motivated."
I only feel 100% happy when i'm with my boyfriend and my life at home makes me feel worse as I have a dad who has Alzheimer's disease which makes home life very difficult!
Sorry for the rant, just needed to vent xxx