WILLIAMthedude
25-02-11, 20:47
I'm currently staying with my girlfriend in a hotel. Life goes back to its normal drag come Monday. Only problem is I have gained a new heavy bag to drag along. Anxiety. I was doing so well until recently. You can probably see in the tone of this message so far the glass is not looking half full.
I went to the hospital with pains in my side and after a series of tests and two nights observation I was given the all clear. No appendix issues. I was happy but I was shaken up. This was two weeks ago. Since then my anxiety has come back with a passion. Noise is my worst enemy. I was so easily startled. Went to the cinema with my girlfriend today and had to walk out.
I have been panicking at least once a week since then to varying degrees and now I am all full of chest concerns. Which I have had investigated from previous anxiety and was found to have the heart of an ox.
I mean, I'm 22 years old, student, got a lovely girl but I feel like am actually going to go insane now. This is as dark as times have been for me. I feel like am losing the fight. I'm maybe being too dramatic but things are getting so hard for me. I feel like shutting myself off from the world that is causing my exhausting and scary symptoms.
I'm looking for a shoulder to lean on and some support from anyone who reads this. Motivate me if you can. I'd appreciate it.
All the best,
William
I went to the hospital with pains in my side and after a series of tests and two nights observation I was given the all clear. No appendix issues. I was happy but I was shaken up. This was two weeks ago. Since then my anxiety has come back with a passion. Noise is my worst enemy. I was so easily startled. Went to the cinema with my girlfriend today and had to walk out.
I have been panicking at least once a week since then to varying degrees and now I am all full of chest concerns. Which I have had investigated from previous anxiety and was found to have the heart of an ox.
I mean, I'm 22 years old, student, got a lovely girl but I feel like am actually going to go insane now. This is as dark as times have been for me. I feel like am losing the fight. I'm maybe being too dramatic but things are getting so hard for me. I feel like shutting myself off from the world that is causing my exhausting and scary symptoms.
I'm looking for a shoulder to lean on and some support from anyone who reads this. Motivate me if you can. I'd appreciate it.
All the best,
William