katyfitz
03-04-06, 12:15
For the past 2 days ive had realy calm days, yea ive been experiencing the symptoms but not to the extent i normally do, i went out friday night and i told myself 'just go ul be fine' i ws fine and again sat i woke up saying i can go out again and again yesterday i felt i could, there were time when i got hot flushed but i think i can control them now.
My symptoms are
IN THE MORNINGS: stiffness (tension) and grittiness in my eyes, tension in my neck, lightheaded and spaced out (whatever the diff is)
a feeling of not really being here.
when talking to people i feel like i cant hear them muuch anymore due to concentrating so much on them when really i wanna get away
hot flushes, feel like im being chocked or strangled, wozy feeling im gonna pass out.
infact everywhere i go i feel i will end up in hospital because ive fainted and im seriuosly ill,
someone told me the other day cancer or tumours can take a long time to occur so now im worrying that this ISNT anxiety and its a tumour or cancer waiting to happen, is that a stupid way to think.
adter havin g 2/3 great days im back to worrying again, just wanna live my whole life and not die soon.
can anyone relate to my morning and other symptoms
katy x
My symptoms are
IN THE MORNINGS: stiffness (tension) and grittiness in my eyes, tension in my neck, lightheaded and spaced out (whatever the diff is)
a feeling of not really being here.
when talking to people i feel like i cant hear them muuch anymore due to concentrating so much on them when really i wanna get away
hot flushes, feel like im being chocked or strangled, wozy feeling im gonna pass out.
infact everywhere i go i feel i will end up in hospital because ive fainted and im seriuosly ill,
someone told me the other day cancer or tumours can take a long time to occur so now im worrying that this ISNT anxiety and its a tumour or cancer waiting to happen, is that a stupid way to think.
adter havin g 2/3 great days im back to worrying again, just wanna live my whole life and not die soon.
can anyone relate to my morning and other symptoms
katy x