ScaredCaz
28-02-11, 14:25
Hi Guys
Horrible day today :weep: i really could weep i am so tired of this i know i am going to have to go back doctors and i am scared to death he/she will refer me for tests (my biggest fear) my back is most of the time very uncomfortable i am pretty convinced its muscular but theres that horrible H/A voice in my head saying "what if it is not"? it aches constantly especially first thing in the morning it does ease off a little when i get up and walk around but never completely goes if i sit for any periods of time say more than 30/45 mins or so when i do get up i crack and have stiffened up if i fully straighten my left arm it hurts like muscle hurts but its not a pain that takes my breath away or anything i also have the feeling of something stuff in my throat my ibs is off big time so i feel colicy sore almost sick like also feel jittery inside like im shaking but not enough to be visable my stomach is tight i dont know if my back is because of my ibs or my ibs is because of my back or whether i have 2 different things what could my back problem be? its not a pain its a ache all the way from the middle of my back although sometimes it is all the way down to the bottom all he way up tp my shoulder neck sometimes i get head aches from it co codamol do help but you can only take them for 3 days because they are addictive i dont need an addiction on top of everything else please please someone tell me they know how i feel i am so so scared :shrug:
Thanks guys
Horrible day today :weep: i really could weep i am so tired of this i know i am going to have to go back doctors and i am scared to death he/she will refer me for tests (my biggest fear) my back is most of the time very uncomfortable i am pretty convinced its muscular but theres that horrible H/A voice in my head saying "what if it is not"? it aches constantly especially first thing in the morning it does ease off a little when i get up and walk around but never completely goes if i sit for any periods of time say more than 30/45 mins or so when i do get up i crack and have stiffened up if i fully straighten my left arm it hurts like muscle hurts but its not a pain that takes my breath away or anything i also have the feeling of something stuff in my throat my ibs is off big time so i feel colicy sore almost sick like also feel jittery inside like im shaking but not enough to be visable my stomach is tight i dont know if my back is because of my ibs or my ibs is because of my back or whether i have 2 different things what could my back problem be? its not a pain its a ache all the way from the middle of my back although sometimes it is all the way down to the bottom all he way up tp my shoulder neck sometimes i get head aches from it co codamol do help but you can only take them for 3 days because they are addictive i dont need an addiction on top of everything else please please someone tell me they know how i feel i am so so scared :shrug:
Thanks guys