jaded jean
07-03-11, 19:18
Hello all.
After what I thought was going to be a success story turned out differently.
I have a grandson who is now 2 years old - a joy to have and a clever child at that.:yesyes: I volunteered to have him overnight so my son and partner could go out .I hadnt had him stay over for a year prior to this as I felt unable to do this.
No problem at all , I thought even to the extent of taking said grandson out in pushchair normal activities you would think but I havent walked out very far for the past 18 months.I had obviously put every ounce of love and attention into this exercise as the next day when he went back to mum and dad I felt flat no energy no emotion and this resulted in me being really agitated even feeling de personalised at times which I havent felt for months .
I would like to think I am still recovering well but for something like this situation to bring all negatives out in me I pray it does not happen again in as much that I dont recognise the symptoms.:doh:
After what I thought was going to be a success story turned out differently.
I have a grandson who is now 2 years old - a joy to have and a clever child at that.:yesyes: I volunteered to have him overnight so my son and partner could go out .I hadnt had him stay over for a year prior to this as I felt unable to do this.
No problem at all , I thought even to the extent of taking said grandson out in pushchair normal activities you would think but I havent walked out very far for the past 18 months.I had obviously put every ounce of love and attention into this exercise as the next day when he went back to mum and dad I felt flat no energy no emotion and this resulted in me being really agitated even feeling de personalised at times which I havent felt for months .
I would like to think I am still recovering well but for something like this situation to bring all negatives out in me I pray it does not happen again in as much that I dont recognise the symptoms.:doh: