juiceyloop
11-03-11, 03:57
Hi guys, dont really know where to start. I feel misrable & lonely 24/7 now. I've been able to control it for years but the constant ignorance that i exsit recenty has got to much. My partner i swear loves his car and xbox more than me, he don't even notice im around unless he wants something. I can't sleep until i feel so weak i have nasty panic attacks, my family keep saying "what wrong now" as i have agoraphobia i'm the black sheeo if the family.
I'm not suicidal but i just wanna disapear and not be around anymore, i cant bear feeling like this, i wont bother to tell my partner because everything goes in one ear and out the other....
Lucie x
I'm not suicidal but i just wanna disapear and not be around anymore, i cant bear feeling like this, i wont bother to tell my partner because everything goes in one ear and out the other....
Lucie x