LisaLisa
17-03-11, 09:49
Hi everyone
I could really really do with some support today.
I have had a major major fear of having hiv for three years now and its been absolute torture which im sure is a thing that everyone here can relate too!!
I have had myself tested 5 times, one during antenatal testing when i had my daughter in 2008. The only time I could have been at any risk was in 2002 when i had a moron boyfriend and a belly button peircing done in a house ( by someone who did it for a living from his house) All my tests have been negative.
But i always have beleived that they are wrong becuase I keep finding similarities between googles hiv signs and symtpoms and thing that I have. I have seen a psychologist before about it and it settled down until this last week .
I have got a weird cold sensation coming and going over my knee. Also a really painfull burning sensation to the side of my thing just near the cold feeling thats comes and goes as well.
Im so so worried and upset about this. I just feel so low now.
Can anyone help me with this , even just to see it clearer?
Thanks loads
Lisa
xxxxxxx
I could really really do with some support today.
I have had a major major fear of having hiv for three years now and its been absolute torture which im sure is a thing that everyone here can relate too!!
I have had myself tested 5 times, one during antenatal testing when i had my daughter in 2008. The only time I could have been at any risk was in 2002 when i had a moron boyfriend and a belly button peircing done in a house ( by someone who did it for a living from his house) All my tests have been negative.
But i always have beleived that they are wrong becuase I keep finding similarities between googles hiv signs and symtpoms and thing that I have. I have seen a psychologist before about it and it settled down until this last week .
I have got a weird cold sensation coming and going over my knee. Also a really painfull burning sensation to the side of my thing just near the cold feeling thats comes and goes as well.
Im so so worried and upset about this. I just feel so low now.
Can anyone help me with this , even just to see it clearer?
Thanks loads
Lisa
xxxxxxx