Blondey
18-03-11, 08:48
I feel so stupid I get a few good days and feel great then boom back to square one again.
I haven't slept proper for days, keep getting random silly thoughts about everyone talking about me behind my back, guilty feelings for putting my hubby through this. Got all any aches and pains, heart pulputaions, lump in my throat. I just want to sit in bed and cry. I know its all part of my anx and depression and I know I will pull through it again but it just feels like i'm struggling for nothing.
Sorry I just needed to rant a bit.
I haven't slept proper for days, keep getting random silly thoughts about everyone talking about me behind my back, guilty feelings for putting my hubby through this. Got all any aches and pains, heart pulputaions, lump in my throat. I just want to sit in bed and cry. I know its all part of my anx and depression and I know I will pull through it again but it just feels like i'm struggling for nothing.
Sorry I just needed to rant a bit.