Ambers
22-03-11, 13:47
I have been crying all alone today and didn't go into work. I think I may have something serious and I am worrying myself sick that I may leave my beautiful child and my lovely husband behind. I feel so sick that I have come so far in my recovery to be reduced to this within three weeks of my first symptom.
A long 2inch lump keeps appearing in my groin which I thought may have been a Hernia but docs says not..and pretty much ignored this lump although I admit it wasn;t really there at the time..it comes and goes and mainly prominent first thing in the morning. This is all accompanied by burning and pinching pain in my groin up to my hip and in my bottom and lots of leg pain. I am limping around and taking Tramadol.
My anxiety pains have started to kick in now which I had under control...but I can differiate them from above (fast heat beat, tingling, numbness in limbs)
My bloods have come back good - but I read on the net that this is not a sure thing
I am trying so hard to keep it together and be strong but actually I am so fearful that I am going to break down again and really need help, I am convinced that I dont have long. I am sorry but I really needed to release this as I feel like a pressure valve.
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A long 2inch lump keeps appearing in my groin which I thought may have been a Hernia but docs says not..and pretty much ignored this lump although I admit it wasn;t really there at the time..it comes and goes and mainly prominent first thing in the morning. This is all accompanied by burning and pinching pain in my groin up to my hip and in my bottom and lots of leg pain. I am limping around and taking Tramadol.
My anxiety pains have started to kick in now which I had under control...but I can differiate them from above (fast heat beat, tingling, numbness in limbs)
My bloods have come back good - but I read on the net that this is not a sure thing
I am trying so hard to keep it together and be strong but actually I am so fearful that I am going to break down again and really need help, I am convinced that I dont have long. I am sorry but I really needed to release this as I feel like a pressure valve.
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