geejaybee
22-03-11, 18:19
I've been suffering with acute anxiety and bad insomnia for 11 months and things have generally gone from bad to worse. A few weeks ago in a brief spell of feeling a little better I booked 2 weeks in Lanzarote leaving the day after tomorrow. Since booking I have gotten a lot worse and the anxiety and sleeplessness have brought back CFS symptoms with a vengeance.
My wife really needs this break and is excited about it but I am really worried how I will manage when we are away and whether I'll be able to make it a nice time for her.
It seems a bit perverse to feel bad about going away as I'm sure most people would relish the chance but I feel more ill now than at any time in my life. At least when I previously suffered with CFS for many years I did not have this accompanying anxiety and insomnia.
My wife really needs this break and is excited about it but I am really worried how I will manage when we are away and whether I'll be able to make it a nice time for her.
It seems a bit perverse to feel bad about going away as I'm sure most people would relish the chance but I feel more ill now than at any time in my life. At least when I previously suffered with CFS for many years I did not have this accompanying anxiety and insomnia.