phil06
23-03-11, 15:19
I stay with parents and today I woke up with no milk for breakfast so I got quite annoyed and haf to go to the shop. They were late getting my lunch in so my dad was standing chatting to somebody and I was inside and felt so angry, worked up as it was getting late.
My OCD means I like things at certain times but I'm worried as I felt so restless I was pacing, nervous, angry, anxious.
I'm not sure what caused it. I did have a one off manic episode about 5 or 6 years ago and it was a one off but ever since I worry that it will come back anytime I get annoyed..like right now I have so much depersonalization..the world seems such a sensitized place wake up feeling crazy.I have a busy weekend and I don't wanna do it because of these feelings. That makes me feel "omg can't cope with life" and it drives me mad to stay in too..
What if I am crazy? :unsure:
My OCD means I like things at certain times but I'm worried as I felt so restless I was pacing, nervous, angry, anxious.
I'm not sure what caused it. I did have a one off manic episode about 5 or 6 years ago and it was a one off but ever since I worry that it will come back anytime I get annoyed..like right now I have so much depersonalization..the world seems such a sensitized place wake up feeling crazy.I have a busy weekend and I don't wanna do it because of these feelings. That makes me feel "omg can't cope with life" and it drives me mad to stay in too..
What if I am crazy? :unsure: