snowgoose
25-03-11, 13:53
Hi:)
This has been a dilemna with me for a long time and is difficult for others who dont have anxiety and panic to deal with ............so really would love some input :blush:
My older son lives in the Far East ............he works there and has a partner of 7 years and is very happy . He visits here every summer .and we love his lady .x
He would love us to visit him of course and see his new life . Money is tight and so far I can say that truthfully I cant afford it [although he would pay ] .
He knows my illness but realistically he doest understand really .
the problem in my head that I think a wedding is in the offing . he is home this summer for my younger sons wedding [which I so hope I get through] xx
I get so anxious even going to shops with my husband ......and am working on going around shops alone at the moment and increasing the time spent .
How can I ever ever get to the stage of going abroad for a Buddhist wedding ...........the flight ...........the hot climate ..............the length of time I need to be there ?
I would spoil it for everyone I know ...........because I would be panicstricken .
How can a loving mother not go to hers sons wedding ?
thank you for your thoughts ..........xxx
This has been a dilemna with me for a long time and is difficult for others who dont have anxiety and panic to deal with ............so really would love some input :blush:
My older son lives in the Far East ............he works there and has a partner of 7 years and is very happy . He visits here every summer .and we love his lady .x
He would love us to visit him of course and see his new life . Money is tight and so far I can say that truthfully I cant afford it [although he would pay ] .
He knows my illness but realistically he doest understand really .
the problem in my head that I think a wedding is in the offing . he is home this summer for my younger sons wedding [which I so hope I get through] xx
I get so anxious even going to shops with my husband ......and am working on going around shops alone at the moment and increasing the time spent .
How can I ever ever get to the stage of going abroad for a Buddhist wedding ...........the flight ...........the hot climate ..............the length of time I need to be there ?
I would spoil it for everyone I know ...........because I would be panicstricken .
How can a loving mother not go to hers sons wedding ?
thank you for your thoughts ..........xxx