View Full Version : hiv worry .. please help :,(
flamarella
25-03-11, 23:56
so i have been worried about hiv all my life but it has gotten so bad that i feel like im dead already. my mind sits and wonders about all these symptoms and what ifs. i have a white patch tongue, i think ive had it since i can remember and when i googled it says its hiv of course. i brush it and it goes away and comes back. this is my story i have been married 7 years i have a 6 year old son. i got tested when i was pregnant and it was neg but since hiv is the kind of thing that can hide it gets me all worked up. i slept with a couple guys before my husband unprotected, i thought i was ok considering my test was neg but now im not sure maybe it was hiding when i took the test. its been almost 8 years since i slep with another man and i dont get sick harldy ever and if i do its small like a small cold no fever no skin lesions that i see. but im sure you guys know that when you have HA you tend to make all things you feel about the worry like i think when im tired and i feel nervous or weak its the hiv killing me r if i have black circles under eyes its hiv or if i have a rash anywhere its hiv if i have dandruff its hiv EVERYTHING. im really scared to go get tested because i know i have it and i dont wanna know at the same time. my son is healthy he does not get sick either ... please someone reply im a wreck im on the verge of an extreme depression and i dont want to be like that again. this is the worst thing i have ever had to deal with. doea anyone else have a white tongue???:weep::weep::weep::weep::weep::weep:
nomorepanic
26-03-11, 00:04
It sounds like you are blowing things completely out of proportion here and googling illnesses to match your symptoms.
There is no reason to believe you have HIV at all.
I would look more at your diet for the white coating on tongue problem - something simple and not something so serious as HIV!
If you really need to move on with life then get tested but I don't personally think you need to.
I think you are just wound up over things.
It could even be something simple like thrush
Go and see the doc and get it looked at for reassurance
Just so you know. HIV cannot hide from the tests. The symptoms can hide for quite a few years, but not the antibodies that are created. You are absolutely fine!!!
Worried 24/7
14-04-14, 02:41
I have had a white tongue for as long as I can remember...I've only been with my husband as we got together when I was 15... I worry like you and am doing the same thing tonight only I'm scared I contracted herpes and that it's spreading to my eyes a nd brain. I can't keep myself off Google. It drives my husband crazy. I've been convinced I have herpes ever since I kissed my friend on the mouth two months ago. She didn't have a cold sore but I just keep thinking, what if her boyfriend gave her something abd she is just a carrier??? I started freaking out when I got this bump feeling on the back of my tongue two days after kissing her. It was only a closed mouth goodbye kids that lasted a couple seconds, but the bump made me start thinking std. Two doctors have said it could be irritation from my constant sinus drainage a nd that it looks like enlarged tastebuds. The timing has left me terrified though... now tonight I have eye pain that I'm convinced it's the herpes spreading to my eye. Btw, I've never had any cold sores or lessons anywhere..
As far as your fears, I highly doubt you have it. It indeed would have shown on the test by the time you had it done. I wouldn't be worrie if I was you. Of course, I'd be worried if it was me because I worry about EVERYTHING....lol
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