paula lynne
29-03-11, 18:51
Thanks to this fab forum, Ive managed to make huge leaps with my agoraphobia, such a blessing after being trapped in the hell for 10 years. Its so good, my hubby and son now enjoy every weekend out, sand dunes 2 weeks ago, swimming in Swansea last week...for those who know me...this is huge!
Panics.....get a few "nasties" a couple of times a month, dealing with them.
Recent carpal tunnel syndrome diagnosis....its not the end of the world and my friends here have once again save me from lots of mental anguish.x
Ok, heres the problem.:weep:
(Those with anxiety, panic and PMS/PMT will get it especially....)
My hubby and I are invited to a 40th fancy dress. Ive had 3 monthes to get my costume sorted and enjoyed it. Even knitted hubby a 17ft scarf for his Tom Baker costume...very excited. Its happening this Saturday, and Im about a week from the dreaded period so migraines and vertigo prevail.
Something silly happened, and now its the end of the world. I lost the earring I made, it was a copy of the egyptian earring Madonna wears in the film "Desperately Seeking Susan", it was only made of salt dough, but I spent ages on it, and it looked great. I bought leggings, boots, fingerless gloves,.....cant you see...Im a bit anal when it comes to getting things right.
Not just that, my corset was too big. I paid for alterations and shes sewed it upside down, so its still huge on the waist and hips.....its all going wrong, and Ive got 4 days to go. My anxiety is bad in the form of palps and headache mostly. Lots of tingling in hands, but got my splints on.
Hubby just informed me he hasnt sorted a wig and hat for his costume, that just peed me right off! I gave him that to sort nearly 2 months ago! I spent 2 weeks knitting him a bleeding scarf! AND he hasnt sorted the babysitter yet!!! He said he would.......
I dont want to cancel, Ive been so looking forward to it, but worry about these anx feelings building, and that I wont look how I planned to look, its not right etc. Wish I could take my own advice. I know its not the end of the world. So what, its a silly party, but this is part of my recovery, and Im really struggling at the moment.
Sorry for the long post x:blush:
Panics.....get a few "nasties" a couple of times a month, dealing with them.
Recent carpal tunnel syndrome diagnosis....its not the end of the world and my friends here have once again save me from lots of mental anguish.x
Ok, heres the problem.:weep:
(Those with anxiety, panic and PMS/PMT will get it especially....)
My hubby and I are invited to a 40th fancy dress. Ive had 3 monthes to get my costume sorted and enjoyed it. Even knitted hubby a 17ft scarf for his Tom Baker costume...very excited. Its happening this Saturday, and Im about a week from the dreaded period so migraines and vertigo prevail.
Something silly happened, and now its the end of the world. I lost the earring I made, it was a copy of the egyptian earring Madonna wears in the film "Desperately Seeking Susan", it was only made of salt dough, but I spent ages on it, and it looked great. I bought leggings, boots, fingerless gloves,.....cant you see...Im a bit anal when it comes to getting things right.
Not just that, my corset was too big. I paid for alterations and shes sewed it upside down, so its still huge on the waist and hips.....its all going wrong, and Ive got 4 days to go. My anxiety is bad in the form of palps and headache mostly. Lots of tingling in hands, but got my splints on.
Hubby just informed me he hasnt sorted a wig and hat for his costume, that just peed me right off! I gave him that to sort nearly 2 months ago! I spent 2 weeks knitting him a bleeding scarf! AND he hasnt sorted the babysitter yet!!! He said he would.......
I dont want to cancel, Ive been so looking forward to it, but worry about these anx feelings building, and that I wont look how I planned to look, its not right etc. Wish I could take my own advice. I know its not the end of the world. So what, its a silly party, but this is part of my recovery, and Im really struggling at the moment.
Sorry for the long post x:blush: