LittleMissPanicky
01-04-11, 18:17
Well here i am again after having a few goodish days yesterday i had a major panic and feel back to square 1 !!
I have issues or even an obsession with my bowels !!! A couple of weeks ago i thought i saw blood in my pooh (sorry !!) Instantly this spiralled out of controll, after being well for so long, Of course my immediate thoughts were, well you know what, i can't bring myself to write it !! I went to my doctor and he did some blood test FBC etc, and i have also had a sigmoidoscopy all came back clear. So I thought i was sort of calming down untill it went for a pooh yesterday and i thought thats very dark brown and so off goes my mind again into intense panic. I tried to recall what i had eaten , couldn't put it down to that so of course my mind is telling me something is terribly wrong and the doctor is missing something !!!!
I spoke to another doctor today, my ususal one who understands my HA problem , she suggested if it would put my mind at rest then to go for a barium enema. I have booked one , but am now thinking do I really need this test, is it going to help or just give me something else to worry about.
I wish i could stop checking my pooh and looking at the paper when i wipe , but am scared i will miss something.
Any thoughts , or help would be greatly appreciated xxx
I have issues or even an obsession with my bowels !!! A couple of weeks ago i thought i saw blood in my pooh (sorry !!) Instantly this spiralled out of controll, after being well for so long, Of course my immediate thoughts were, well you know what, i can't bring myself to write it !! I went to my doctor and he did some blood test FBC etc, and i have also had a sigmoidoscopy all came back clear. So I thought i was sort of calming down untill it went for a pooh yesterday and i thought thats very dark brown and so off goes my mind again into intense panic. I tried to recall what i had eaten , couldn't put it down to that so of course my mind is telling me something is terribly wrong and the doctor is missing something !!!!
I spoke to another doctor today, my ususal one who understands my HA problem , she suggested if it would put my mind at rest then to go for a barium enema. I have booked one , but am now thinking do I really need this test, is it going to help or just give me something else to worry about.
I wish i could stop checking my pooh and looking at the paper when i wipe , but am scared i will miss something.
Any thoughts , or help would be greatly appreciated xxx