Please calm my active mind :(

[Ambers]

I really hope I get some good words to calm me down as I am hardly sleeping and worrying about leaving my family behind and it is so damn hard to try and cover my worry from my little child and husband and act normal when my insides are churning and I am always thinking of dying :(

I have cronic pelvic pain which changes to hot and dull and constant to stabbing and intermittant. I have hot patches of burning on my right leg and arms that comes and goes. I am also finding I am straining to pee in the mornings when my bladder is full (ok when it isn't) and right leg pain - all have been going on for nearly five weeks now.

I have had bloods done and two abdominals scans on ovaries which were clear and on bladder and kidneys which were clear. My bloods came back normal. What are the chances of my bloods being normal but still havig some sort of cancer? I also fear some sort of vein disease -maybe I have DVT in my hip?

I am seeing a specialist tomorrow for pelvic pain - but I am so convinced that there is something wrong - but I am also well aware that my card is marked because of my panic attacks and agoraphobia I suffered from last year, which I have done so well to deal with?

Please help calm me down - I just feel like crying out when all I do is hold it in x

[honeyp1e]

firstly i would say you DON'T have any sort of cancer as your doc would of picked up on it by now....
I also suffer cronic pelvic pain which can leave me doubled over in pain and am like you my negatibe ANXIOUS mind works over time thinking i have all kinds going on in there i've also have scans /bloods tests / x-rays all to come back clear yet i still worry that the doc is missing something are problem is its are ANXIETY & NEGATIVE THINKING just try to RELAX think about all your results have come back clear and apart from you anxiety you are otherwise fit & healthy ...
your not going to be leaving your family any time soon so enjoy your family while you are all fit and healthy and just try IGNORING the negative thinking (easier said than done) cos am the same as you i WORRY & don't sleep due to worrying but hey its another day & HAPPY MOTHERS DAY xx

[molly36]

Hi there i am so sorry you are suffering ,i am going through the same thing with upper stomach issues.I totally understand your fear it is a living hell.I can only say that thinking about it all the time makes it worse as thats whats happening to me right now.I am not coping either but at least you know you are not alone .Try and focus on something else today thats what ive been tying to do but i end up on here cos i let it beat me .hope this helps a bit take care xx

[Ambers]

Thank you both for your replies - I am really trying to think postitive, sometimes I forget there is a problem and I do something phsyical like pick my child up and the pain strikes like made grrrr. I am missing running around and being physical!

It is hard for us mums isn't it - trying to keep a brave face for our children.

Happy Mothers day too :D
x

[Ambers]

HoneyPie - just a quick question - do you suffer cronic pelvic pain all the time or just at certain times of the month?

Thank you