Tikka
03-04-11, 15:24
I'm not me anymore. I'm afraid I took an overdose last week, since being released from hospital I'm very jumpy and every time I manage to drop off at night I suddenly wake up very frightened, bits of dreams seem to be frighting me. During the day I keep welling up with tears at anything and everything, especially people being nice to one another! I have always been a fearless person who has never cried at a soppy ending in my life. I have been suffering depression since 1996 and Lupus since 1987, I have tried every medication known to my GP's for both depression and the inflammation in my joints but I feel that I'm going insane. Is there any light at the end of the tunnel? will I ever become a normal happy and motivated human being again?
Please help if you feel you can relate to me in any way.:scared11:
Please help if you feel you can relate to me in any way.:scared11: