scaredstiff695
07-04-11, 19:52
hi
as some of you may no i have been having severe anxiety.
ive not slept in a week, ive lost my voice and sore throat and im completly exhausted.today after 3 hours sleep again i broke down ive had my partner tell me re[eatldy today that he no longewr wants to help me and doesn t love me after i demamnded he get time form work top help me (he works away)
the crisis team have been out and have taken me on after being very concerned over my exhausted state apparently i sound and look shocking. they phyicialk checked me and said i was fine. but mentally im at a very very llow point. they have left me with diazapan vbut im scared oif meds, im scared of what i will do to myself cos im so deperate today as felt surreal with the impact on my life and i dont like it. also dont ,ike my
voice going and the tiredness. IM A MESS.
is there hoep for reecovery tyhey have said that if the sleep doesnt improve i could start seeing aND HEARING THINGS OMG no THATS SCARING ME NOW.
MY FREIND/NEIGHBOUR JUST LOOKS AT ME WITH SYMPATHETIC EYES LIKE IM A MONSTER SHE DOESNT WANT TO HELP.
everyone seems to be digging at me and i just want my life back xx
is there any hope.
and can losing my vopice mean im dying and will i ever sleep again xx nay one bene where i am now im scared oput myu mind that normallity is too far away xx my husband has now got tmoz off after comig hme an dseeing me so bad, so will get sleep tmoz just hope i make it through the night now xx
as some of you may no i have been having severe anxiety.
ive not slept in a week, ive lost my voice and sore throat and im completly exhausted.today after 3 hours sleep again i broke down ive had my partner tell me re[eatldy today that he no longewr wants to help me and doesn t love me after i demamnded he get time form work top help me (he works away)
the crisis team have been out and have taken me on after being very concerned over my exhausted state apparently i sound and look shocking. they phyicialk checked me and said i was fine. but mentally im at a very very llow point. they have left me with diazapan vbut im scared oif meds, im scared of what i will do to myself cos im so deperate today as felt surreal with the impact on my life and i dont like it. also dont ,ike my
voice going and the tiredness. IM A MESS.
is there hoep for reecovery tyhey have said that if the sleep doesnt improve i could start seeing aND HEARING THINGS OMG no THATS SCARING ME NOW.
MY FREIND/NEIGHBOUR JUST LOOKS AT ME WITH SYMPATHETIC EYES LIKE IM A MONSTER SHE DOESNT WANT TO HELP.
everyone seems to be digging at me and i just want my life back xx
is there any hope.
and can losing my vopice mean im dying and will i ever sleep again xx nay one bene where i am now im scared oput myu mind that normallity is too far away xx my husband has now got tmoz off after comig hme an dseeing me so bad, so will get sleep tmoz just hope i make it through the night now xx