sassy
12-04-06, 16:30
does anyone get more panicky depending on the weather? sounds odd im sure lol. for example, today its over cast and has that thick white cloud. i always feel out of breath when its like this, which leads to feelings of panic nearly all day.
the other day the sky was black with rain clouds (that i mistook for thunder clouds) and a feeling of utter panic washed over me untill i realised it was indeed not thunder but rain. im petrified of thunder-more since i had my little one two years ago. i try to rationalise it but to no avail. when it thunders i have to sit thru the panic and im exhausted afterwards. i disconnect the tv pc etc and wont even sit on the loo for fear i'll get struck!
urgh i hate panic
the other day the sky was black with rain clouds (that i mistook for thunder clouds) and a feeling of utter panic washed over me untill i realised it was indeed not thunder but rain. im petrified of thunder-more since i had my little one two years ago. i try to rationalise it but to no avail. when it thunders i have to sit thru the panic and im exhausted afterwards. i disconnect the tv pc etc and wont even sit on the loo for fear i'll get struck!
urgh i hate panic