HypnosWisher
14-04-11, 19:41
Saw my doctor today and I have had my Duloxetine dose increased to 120mg in the morning and my Quetiapine dose increased to 50mg.
My anexiety is at a high and now the doctor and the nurse think they may be some genetic link as my mum suffers bouts of depression and mental illness and I worry what the future holds and what will become of my mental state. I am trying to put a brave face on things, but deep down inside things are becoming a struggle like I am at war with myself. It is like I want to escape it all.
Feel the future is bleak and that my life will never be what it once was. I look at my mum and feel that will be me and it scares me as I don't want to end up that way.
My anexiety is at a high and now the doctor and the nurse think they may be some genetic link as my mum suffers bouts of depression and mental illness and I worry what the future holds and what will become of my mental state. I am trying to put a brave face on things, but deep down inside things are becoming a struggle like I am at war with myself. It is like I want to escape it all.
Feel the future is bleak and that my life will never be what it once was. I look at my mum and feel that will be me and it scares me as I don't want to end up that way.