jonmcg93
02-05-11, 15:02
So I'm sitting at the table last night, having eaten the healthiest meal I've eaten in... at least a year ( two morning star farms chicken veggie patties with a slice of tomato on the top of each) reading a book and BOOM....
the "can't breath as my heart pauses and then rapid fire heartbeats". I lean take a deep breath in and out and it stops. I dash to the medicine cabinent and take a diazepam I calm down. I've felt it coming all day but was able to handle it until about 8 last night.:wacko:
This sucks, now I'm sitting here at work and here it comes again
Maybe I need to make an appointment with a shrink and get it over with. We just had a baby in November(after years of trying), my 13 year old daughter is bi-polar and was hospitalized three times last year, and almost once this year. I don't want to go to work (I work for a Hutt) the only enjoyment in life I get is my family, my few friends and my bands that I'm in (which my all my friends but one are in). The rest of it is just crap.
the "can't breath as my heart pauses and then rapid fire heartbeats". I lean take a deep breath in and out and it stops. I dash to the medicine cabinent and take a diazepam I calm down. I've felt it coming all day but was able to handle it until about 8 last night.:wacko:
This sucks, now I'm sitting here at work and here it comes again
Maybe I need to make an appointment with a shrink and get it over with. We just had a baby in November(after years of trying), my 13 year old daughter is bi-polar and was hospitalized three times last year, and almost once this year. I don't want to go to work (I work for a Hutt) the only enjoyment in life I get is my family, my few friends and my bands that I'm in (which my all my friends but one are in). The rest of it is just crap.