kate11
10-05-11, 10:55
Hi everyone!
Well three months ago i picked a nasty case of flu. Since then its affected my ears and got a nasty sinus infection. it affects my balance and really hurts. seen dr many times, still on antibiotics.
The dizziness has borught on panic attacks and i just feel so low and anxious all the time coz i want to go back to work ( ilove my job, auxillary nurse) and the gym. ive lost 2 stone and still have another 2 to go and when i was losing the weight. ght i felt soooo happy, the exercise made me feel so good, i desperatly want that back. but this morning my face is red and swollen and i feel rubbish. .
Im proud of being more in control when i do have the panic attacks but now i have nightmares intead, im terrified my husband will leave me, he says he never will but i feel he deserves better than me sometimes.
Sorry about the rant, i have the most amazing husband who supports me but i dont want to be down on him all the time and i dont trust anyone else so have no one else to turn to
Well three months ago i picked a nasty case of flu. Since then its affected my ears and got a nasty sinus infection. it affects my balance and really hurts. seen dr many times, still on antibiotics.
The dizziness has borught on panic attacks and i just feel so low and anxious all the time coz i want to go back to work ( ilove my job, auxillary nurse) and the gym. ive lost 2 stone and still have another 2 to go and when i was losing the weight. ght i felt soooo happy, the exercise made me feel so good, i desperatly want that back. but this morning my face is red and swollen and i feel rubbish. .
Im proud of being more in control when i do have the panic attacks but now i have nightmares intead, im terrified my husband will leave me, he says he never will but i feel he deserves better than me sometimes.
Sorry about the rant, i have the most amazing husband who supports me but i dont want to be down on him all the time and i dont trust anyone else so have no one else to turn to