katyfitz
17-04-06, 12:55
I know im posting alot right now but please bare with me. I come on here to talk basically and get answers to reasure me, but theres only so much reasuring i can have, cause i need to start believing.
Thoughts that i get running through my head constantly are:
Whats gonna happen to me today
Am i gonna faint
Will today be my last day
If i say im feeling better il start to feel worse
What if my tablets dont work for me
I know im seriuosly ill and docs are gonna diagnose me to late
How long will my mates actually be my mates for? can they take this from me anymore?
Are people talking about me behind my back?
If i go back to working, something will happen i wont return home or again il FAINT.
I know i wouldnt think these things if i didnt feel my physical symtpoms.
My sis hen weekend to spain is 2 weeks time and im going, how can i go if i dont move out my area?
Im going on a cruise so im scared il want off or jump in the sea?
Can anyone on here relate to my thoughts?
I always say this but lightheadedness and spaced out are my hardest symptoms to deal with.
Any feedback greatly appreciated
x
Thoughts that i get running through my head constantly are:
Whats gonna happen to me today
Am i gonna faint
Will today be my last day
If i say im feeling better il start to feel worse
What if my tablets dont work for me
I know im seriuosly ill and docs are gonna diagnose me to late
How long will my mates actually be my mates for? can they take this from me anymore?
Are people talking about me behind my back?
If i go back to working, something will happen i wont return home or again il FAINT.
I know i wouldnt think these things if i didnt feel my physical symtpoms.
My sis hen weekend to spain is 2 weeks time and im going, how can i go if i dont move out my area?
Im going on a cruise so im scared il want off or jump in the sea?
Can anyone on here relate to my thoughts?
I always say this but lightheadedness and spaced out are my hardest symptoms to deal with.
Any feedback greatly appreciated
x