Million_Moments
11-05-11, 19:51
Something that started with my anxiety attacks about dying is a bit crazy sounding. I've been finding the concept of being alive increasingly difficult to cope with. By that I mean I find I can't understand the world I live in, and sometimes I feel like my brain is not experiencing the same things that are happening to my body - espicially when outside.
It's very hard to expain, but an example would be I look at a blue sky on a sunny day and I don't understand it, and I feel confused about why it's beautiful and wonder if I'm seeing it at all. When I speak to other people, I just start thinking about who they are, why do our conciousnesses (that's not a word is it?) exist at the same time.
It's very hard to expain, but an example would be I look at a blue sky on a sunny day and I don't understand it, and I feel confused about why it's beautiful and wonder if I'm seeing it at all. When I speak to other people, I just start thinking about who they are, why do our conciousnesses (that's not a word is it?) exist at the same time.