theinfamissy
17-04-06, 23:51
Im posting this to see if anyone can relate to me...
I had posted a little earlier about a phobia I have of drug/being drugged,for the most part totally irrational fears.I had a freak out attack last night because when I went to take my paxil one looked like it had been crushed and I had no idea how it got crushed so I obsessed that someone had tried to do something to it.TOTALLY irrational because no one would ever touch it...So of course I refused to take the crushed one or the 3 perfectly fine remaining ones...I got really upset because I could feel myself saying its ok to take them why are you over reacting but at the same time I could feel myself refusing to take them...I felt like I had no control,like my irrational fears are takin gover...I am afraid to take medication...except the paxil and occasional xanax...my doctor want to put me on some medicine called abilesy? Does anyone know any methods to rid ocd without using meds?Is it possible?
I had posted a little earlier about a phobia I have of drug/being drugged,for the most part totally irrational fears.I had a freak out attack last night because when I went to take my paxil one looked like it had been crushed and I had no idea how it got crushed so I obsessed that someone had tried to do something to it.TOTALLY irrational because no one would ever touch it...So of course I refused to take the crushed one or the 3 perfectly fine remaining ones...I got really upset because I could feel myself saying its ok to take them why are you over reacting but at the same time I could feel myself refusing to take them...I felt like I had no control,like my irrational fears are takin gover...I am afraid to take medication...except the paxil and occasional xanax...my doctor want to put me on some medicine called abilesy? Does anyone know any methods to rid ocd without using meds?Is it possible?