tweety
18-05-11, 19:17
hi
thought i would share my good news yesterday i made my first big tesco shop its about 20 mins drive hubby said i look like a stiff ironboard in the car (thats cause i was scared stiff) i said i would just come for the drive cause that would be a record but i made it in the shop to my head was spinning my legs were like jelly but i did it :yesyes:
Then today i had the doctors a biggy for me i had to take a diazpam last night got up at 6 this morning i was a right mess told hubby could not do it ,then got in the car really felt like doing a runner hubby went in i had a fag outside did some breathing then went in sat down ready for the panic to come felt a bit wobbly then i felt quite calm and even felt like smileling saw the doctor and even qued up to get my sick form signed hubby has been doing that :yesyes:
life seems so much better today:D
thought i would share my good news yesterday i made my first big tesco shop its about 20 mins drive hubby said i look like a stiff ironboard in the car (thats cause i was scared stiff) i said i would just come for the drive cause that would be a record but i made it in the shop to my head was spinning my legs were like jelly but i did it :yesyes:
Then today i had the doctors a biggy for me i had to take a diazpam last night got up at 6 this morning i was a right mess told hubby could not do it ,then got in the car really felt like doing a runner hubby went in i had a fag outside did some breathing then went in sat down ready for the panic to come felt a bit wobbly then i felt quite calm and even felt like smileling saw the doctor and even qued up to get my sick form signed hubby has been doing that :yesyes:
life seems so much better today:D