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18-05-11, 21:22
hiya everyone, i feel awkward posting this because i just dont understand how ive began to feel the way i am , like most people i suppose
id never amagine what it was like if i wasnt feeling, anxiety/depression
im only young, 17 ive been having trouble for the last 2-3 years
and got worse and worse, mum didnt understand an want me to take meds because 'you get hooked' what she thinks but even if it does ive read things on here and if i do 'get hooked' to get better then ill do it anyway, most of the hard things have been getting shaky when going out, finding it very hard to concentrate, and like most people explain 'feeling like a zombie sort off,
i really hhope citolapram works, ive now been on it round about two weeks not counted the days but definatly feel more steady, 'less shaky' than i was, some side affects worse one possibly sleeping but all not too bad, but still really bad with going out feel like a zombie, everything blury,
ive also noticed i feel alot more comftoble now than i did nbefore maybe its kicking in ? i started 10 mg for the first week, now 20 mg,
i used to be a very hyper , not being bigheaded 'liked person, in school was always the class clown :roflmao:but since ive been like this ive locked myself in and fealt drained, im just wondering will i be able to get back to myself the happy person i was, nothing bothered me? and get my sense of humor back, all i want is to be myself again since being like this ive fealt like a tottaly different person and its really made me feel down too, but hopefully ill get back to myself
the thing i worry about the most is my mind it controls the way i think , 'chatterbox. as described in the cant remember the name of the thread but thats what it does
one question i really wanted to know was this,
i seen this on the thread too, [READ BELOW 'Cannabis,
dont judge me because i smoked it, i smoked it too feel better
as i couldnt handle the way i was feeling i was going through a reallly
tough time, still am and it did make me feel better but after months and months i think it actually made my anxiety levels worse, question anyway
it says below 'pernemant, will mine be pernament im scared because im only young if it was that , that effected me too, will citolapram deal with that too? i heard it causes chemical inbalance and andi-depressents get them back ,
Cannabis - Psychoactive drug with a number of very useful medical applications. Cannabis is also used recreationally to induce a state of relaxation and well-being. Although many recreational users do not believe there is anything wrong with using cannabis, this substance is banned in many countries due to its dangerous effects on human mental health. Contrary to popular opinion, regular cannabis use may have damaging effects and should be avoided.
Although some people argue that alcohol is more damaging to society - and at this moment in time, they may be right - the fact remains that cannabis should be avoided, particularly if you are already suffering from mental health issues. The UK drugs charity "Talk to Frank" says of cannabis: People who say cannabis is harmless don't know what they are talking about.
Side effects: Mood swings, personality change, paranoia, depression, anxiety, serious mental health issues including psychosis. These effects can be permanent.
Citalopram safe: No.
sorry if ive went on too much i just wanted to make sure
try and get some hope atleast :yesyes:
id never amagine what it was like if i wasnt feeling, anxiety/depression
im only young, 17 ive been having trouble for the last 2-3 years
and got worse and worse, mum didnt understand an want me to take meds because 'you get hooked' what she thinks but even if it does ive read things on here and if i do 'get hooked' to get better then ill do it anyway, most of the hard things have been getting shaky when going out, finding it very hard to concentrate, and like most people explain 'feeling like a zombie sort off,
i really hhope citolapram works, ive now been on it round about two weeks not counted the days but definatly feel more steady, 'less shaky' than i was, some side affects worse one possibly sleeping but all not too bad, but still really bad with going out feel like a zombie, everything blury,
ive also noticed i feel alot more comftoble now than i did nbefore maybe its kicking in ? i started 10 mg for the first week, now 20 mg,
i used to be a very hyper , not being bigheaded 'liked person, in school was always the class clown :roflmao:but since ive been like this ive locked myself in and fealt drained, im just wondering will i be able to get back to myself the happy person i was, nothing bothered me? and get my sense of humor back, all i want is to be myself again since being like this ive fealt like a tottaly different person and its really made me feel down too, but hopefully ill get back to myself
the thing i worry about the most is my mind it controls the way i think , 'chatterbox. as described in the cant remember the name of the thread but thats what it does
one question i really wanted to know was this,
i seen this on the thread too, [READ BELOW 'Cannabis,
dont judge me because i smoked it, i smoked it too feel better
as i couldnt handle the way i was feeling i was going through a reallly
tough time, still am and it did make me feel better but after months and months i think it actually made my anxiety levels worse, question anyway
it says below 'pernemant, will mine be pernament im scared because im only young if it was that , that effected me too, will citolapram deal with that too? i heard it causes chemical inbalance and andi-depressents get them back ,
Cannabis - Psychoactive drug with a number of very useful medical applications. Cannabis is also used recreationally to induce a state of relaxation and well-being. Although many recreational users do not believe there is anything wrong with using cannabis, this substance is banned in many countries due to its dangerous effects on human mental health. Contrary to popular opinion, regular cannabis use may have damaging effects and should be avoided.
Although some people argue that alcohol is more damaging to society - and at this moment in time, they may be right - the fact remains that cannabis should be avoided, particularly if you are already suffering from mental health issues. The UK drugs charity "Talk to Frank" says of cannabis: People who say cannabis is harmless don't know what they are talking about.
Side effects: Mood swings, personality change, paranoia, depression, anxiety, serious mental health issues including psychosis. These effects can be permanent.
Citalopram safe: No.
sorry if ive went on too much i just wanted to make sure
try and get some hope atleast :yesyes: