95concours
20-05-11, 05:39
O.K. here is the deal, Around four months ago I decided that I have had enough with Cipralex and SSRI"s in general and went ahead and weaned off slowly ( about a month of weaning). After the first week I started having the ghastly brain zaps and constant panic attacks. This went on strong for around three months before things finally settled down (after I gave up and went back on the pills again):wall:.
Ever since, I have not been the same. I have no emotions like I used to, Anger was a huge thing with me in the first few weeks of coming off though. Never the less Panic seems to stick around quite well.:wacko: I'm just wondering if I am ever gonna get back to normal or have I completely wrecked myself for life.
Oh, here's another one! Now I have insomnia big time and I am now forgetting to breathe from time to time. I know that I can't die from this as my body will do the breathing for me as a natural reflex but just seems that I have to really concentrate on breathing or I stop. You know what's funny, I found this site when having my first episode of this crap.:yesyes:
I am so angry at myself for messing things up. but I have strong will and I am never giving up.
Ever since, I have not been the same. I have no emotions like I used to, Anger was a huge thing with me in the first few weeks of coming off though. Never the less Panic seems to stick around quite well.:wacko: I'm just wondering if I am ever gonna get back to normal or have I completely wrecked myself for life.
Oh, here's another one! Now I have insomnia big time and I am now forgetting to breathe from time to time. I know that I can't die from this as my body will do the breathing for me as a natural reflex but just seems that I have to really concentrate on breathing or I stop. You know what's funny, I found this site when having my first episode of this crap.:yesyes:
I am so angry at myself for messing things up. but I have strong will and I am never giving up.