lourah1989
20-05-11, 21:41
Hi
some one help me ASAP ... okay so im a bit confussed i dont now what i have i just now im not normal, maybe a freak i reckon! thought i could kill this anxiety thing once and for all about a month ago on my own being the stubborn person i am, but NOPE no matter what i do its here with me 24/7 ???
can some one tell me is it normal to have constant anxiety and i mean constant 24/7 ! im 21 and my life is absolutly s*&t basically ! iv tryed every medication going they just make me turn even more nuts but im going to have one last blast with setraline 25mg to start with !
If im not stressing about dying, im stressing about my heart and how its about to stop, if not that im checking my pulse 24/7 ! and if its not that i just cant feel anythink i spend most my days completly numb on edge waiting for some think to happen i think im not to sure i feel confussed! then if its not any of the above i obsess over having HIV or cancer or somethink like that!
im really scared now because i keep having a swallowing problem swallowing food and swallowing in general is soooooo difficult i also have trouble breathing like all the time i keep taking realy big deep breaths in like i feel the need to !!!
Thats just a lil insite any way i just need help its official i admit defeat i really can not do this alone :weep:
some one help me ASAP ... okay so im a bit confussed i dont now what i have i just now im not normal, maybe a freak i reckon! thought i could kill this anxiety thing once and for all about a month ago on my own being the stubborn person i am, but NOPE no matter what i do its here with me 24/7 ???
can some one tell me is it normal to have constant anxiety and i mean constant 24/7 ! im 21 and my life is absolutly s*&t basically ! iv tryed every medication going they just make me turn even more nuts but im going to have one last blast with setraline 25mg to start with !
If im not stressing about dying, im stressing about my heart and how its about to stop, if not that im checking my pulse 24/7 ! and if its not that i just cant feel anythink i spend most my days completly numb on edge waiting for some think to happen i think im not to sure i feel confussed! then if its not any of the above i obsess over having HIV or cancer or somethink like that!
im really scared now because i keep having a swallowing problem swallowing food and swallowing in general is soooooo difficult i also have trouble breathing like all the time i keep taking realy big deep breaths in like i feel the need to !!!
Thats just a lil insite any way i just need help its official i admit defeat i really can not do this alone :weep: