labridges7
22-05-11, 00:41
I just wanted to pop back after 2 years of being 'okay' again and say thank you to this website and the members - such an amazing support system - and also to give others hope....
I was so bad I cannot even begin to tell you. I wanted to die it was so bad was so afraid of death I couldn't die - couldn't even think about it without freaking out. I though everything was about to kill me....... long story, years and years of it.....( I went to hospital A and E average of 2 times a week for the craziest things) BUT, i am better.
Its nothing short of a miracle, I never thought that I would be... and while i was on here I never saw anyone post who had recovered, so I thought I would pop back and say I had, and say what changed me.
It was hormone contraceptives that were doing it to me. I still almost cant believe it but there it is, I stopped them and I got better within the week. It was like a miracle.
But it was this site and my little cheap book on CBT that helped so much in the months before I recovered - they calmed me down so much, enabling me to think rationally and figure it out.
I took no medication (part of the health thing, couldnt take any medication unless i was force fed it - thought itd kill me) and all i did differently was stop the hormones.
I know were all different, but thought it may just work for someone else..... ( i use the copper coil now ). Good luck guys, i believe you can and will get better and be yourselves again. Have strength and believe it. I do.
With love and eternal friendship,
Laura xxxx
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I was so bad I cannot even begin to tell you. I wanted to die it was so bad was so afraid of death I couldn't die - couldn't even think about it without freaking out. I though everything was about to kill me....... long story, years and years of it.....( I went to hospital A and E average of 2 times a week for the craziest things) BUT, i am better.
Its nothing short of a miracle, I never thought that I would be... and while i was on here I never saw anyone post who had recovered, so I thought I would pop back and say I had, and say what changed me.
It was hormone contraceptives that were doing it to me. I still almost cant believe it but there it is, I stopped them and I got better within the week. It was like a miracle.
But it was this site and my little cheap book on CBT that helped so much in the months before I recovered - they calmed me down so much, enabling me to think rationally and figure it out.
I took no medication (part of the health thing, couldnt take any medication unless i was force fed it - thought itd kill me) and all i did differently was stop the hormones.
I know were all different, but thought it may just work for someone else..... ( i use the copper coil now ). Good luck guys, i believe you can and will get better and be yourselves again. Have strength and believe it. I do.
With love and eternal friendship,
Laura xxxx
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