duke246810
23-05-11, 19:22
I am in floods of tears, i have continuous non-stop worries going through my head and it never seems to stop.
I feel as if my life is falling apart, nothing ever seems to go right, i have severe health anxiety and nobody is helping me, i am only 16 and i don't want to live like this anymore.
I have problems with my friends, they all think i cancel all the time so never meet up with me anymore, but the reason why i cancel is because i get so anxious, and im so self concious, i think im so fat and unattractive its unreal :( people just don't seem to understand what im going through, if only they knew how i felt maybe they would get why i always cancel :'(
My mother recently moved away, i miss her so much, i'm going to a college which i really dont want to go to, i cant sleep at night, have trouble eating, have LOADS of symptoms, and the list just goes on. It's making my life a complete misery, i don't know what to do anymore.
I feel as if i am developing some kind of eating disorder, as soon as i get anxious i can't eat, and when i do, i feel like punshing myself because i know im so fat and need to loose weight. I am 5'1 and weigh 9 stone 4 im not sure whether this is bad or not, but most people around me all look slimmer than me.
I just want to be happy, im not like all the other kids, i prefer to be with my family than seeing my friends, my anxiety prevents me from doing the things i love in life, including going out in public. I did loads of excercise the other day and now im in so much pain, its all up my neck and back and i can hardly move. i just want everything to stop and be okay for once. I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY!!!!! :'( no one is helping me i don't know what to do, please help.. :'(
I feel as if my life is falling apart, nothing ever seems to go right, i have severe health anxiety and nobody is helping me, i am only 16 and i don't want to live like this anymore.
I have problems with my friends, they all think i cancel all the time so never meet up with me anymore, but the reason why i cancel is because i get so anxious, and im so self concious, i think im so fat and unattractive its unreal :( people just don't seem to understand what im going through, if only they knew how i felt maybe they would get why i always cancel :'(
My mother recently moved away, i miss her so much, i'm going to a college which i really dont want to go to, i cant sleep at night, have trouble eating, have LOADS of symptoms, and the list just goes on. It's making my life a complete misery, i don't know what to do anymore.
I feel as if i am developing some kind of eating disorder, as soon as i get anxious i can't eat, and when i do, i feel like punshing myself because i know im so fat and need to loose weight. I am 5'1 and weigh 9 stone 4 im not sure whether this is bad or not, but most people around me all look slimmer than me.
I just want to be happy, im not like all the other kids, i prefer to be with my family than seeing my friends, my anxiety prevents me from doing the things i love in life, including going out in public. I did loads of excercise the other day and now im in so much pain, its all up my neck and back and i can hardly move. i just want everything to stop and be okay for once. I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY!!!!! :'( no one is helping me i don't know what to do, please help.. :'(