bexy1970
25-05-11, 22:25
hiya,
long story(not that long) have posted before bout how i gave up smoking after my dad died a quick but horrid death from lung cancer(he didnt know he had it!!thank god!!! but neway,i developed horrendous anx after his death bout intrusive thoughts,hurting my loved ones etc,etc,which then developed into my old anx of health anxiety!neway,after citalopram working so well for me and my HA diminishing a bit i started having an odd cig which has now gone into full blown smoking again!!!:weep:..ive been to see my pharmacist today as every morn i wake up panicking but by 10 o clock im lighting up!!cancers my biggest fear in the world and now ive got to nip the fags in the bud again!!had patches today,so can i please ask u all to help me as i know one day my severe HA gonna come back and bite me on the bum coz ive been smoking and my life will be hell again for me and my 2 girls!!sorry for the rant but i needed to tell someone how im feeling..been on the niquitin website but no one has the fears i do its more about money etc,thank you for reading!!:blush: becs xx
long story(not that long) have posted before bout how i gave up smoking after my dad died a quick but horrid death from lung cancer(he didnt know he had it!!thank god!!! but neway,i developed horrendous anx after his death bout intrusive thoughts,hurting my loved ones etc,etc,which then developed into my old anx of health anxiety!neway,after citalopram working so well for me and my HA diminishing a bit i started having an odd cig which has now gone into full blown smoking again!!!:weep:..ive been to see my pharmacist today as every morn i wake up panicking but by 10 o clock im lighting up!!cancers my biggest fear in the world and now ive got to nip the fags in the bud again!!had patches today,so can i please ask u all to help me as i know one day my severe HA gonna come back and bite me on the bum coz ive been smoking and my life will be hell again for me and my 2 girls!!sorry for the rant but i needed to tell someone how im feeling..been on the niquitin website but no one has the fears i do its more about money etc,thank you for reading!!:blush: becs xx