Sarah Louise
27-05-11, 21:08
Hello,
I gave in i went back on them today 10mg to start the withdrawal effects took a horrid grip and i had thoughts of not wanting to be hear (such a coward and so weak).
To top it my post natal depression thoughts returned and i am currently going through a grievence at work because my manager thought because i was weak she could treat me like dirt. I may be depressed but i will not let her take advantage of that!!
I feel in such a mess the thought of all the side effects again are making me feel sick in its self.
Failed is all i can say, hope others dont lead from my example and i wish you all the strength and encouragement to succeed on beating anxiety without having to go back on Citalopram!!!
My mum said if its what i need to make me feel better then thats what i need and i have to think of my little girl i pray she does not have anything like this i just pray.
Wishing you all well.
I gave in i went back on them today 10mg to start the withdrawal effects took a horrid grip and i had thoughts of not wanting to be hear (such a coward and so weak).
To top it my post natal depression thoughts returned and i am currently going through a grievence at work because my manager thought because i was weak she could treat me like dirt. I may be depressed but i will not let her take advantage of that!!
I feel in such a mess the thought of all the side effects again are making me feel sick in its self.
Failed is all i can say, hope others dont lead from my example and i wish you all the strength and encouragement to succeed on beating anxiety without having to go back on Citalopram!!!
My mum said if its what i need to make me feel better then thats what i need and i have to think of my little girl i pray she does not have anything like this i just pray.
Wishing you all well.