lindajane1971
30-05-11, 00:48
Hi everyone,
I feel so stressed at the moment, its just crazy and if i dont release some of it i fear i will go nuts!! :wacko:
I keep waking up, heart pounding, slight sweating and nausea
I "feel pale" but my face is normal colour
Ectopic beats are back
Dropping sensations, like ive suddenly lost an inch in height, or if im sitting on the couch its like ive sunk into it - sounds ridiculous i know!!!!!
Internal trembling
Occasional adreneline rushes.
Random lightheadness
Ive resumed checking my pulse all the time and i feel the urge to check my bp all the time creeping back too
I constantly feel tense, stressed and scared, and on alert, waiting for the next thing or symptom to kick off.
Its just passed the 3rd anniversary of my mums death
I cant sleep unless the tv is on in the background
My tax credits have been halved
I HATE my job - i drive for city link, the job is just to strenuous for me anymore and quite frankly dangerous with the ****s on the road these days.I live in a small town where jobs are like gold dust and i just cant find something suitable
My family expect me to run around them all the time and im always putting myself out for others, yet just cant get any support back
Im very overweight and so ashamed of it, i just cant loose weight, its disgusting
Ive developed phobias of doctors and medications
I have suddenly turned very superstitious!!
My gran, 77 has been very ill this last year, im so worried about her
My ex husband continues to try and off load his debt onto me, and refuses to awknoledge his children or pay maintenence. He "borrowed" money from my gran and then left town and moved in with some woman he met on the internet!! He man was an alcoholic bully and put me through so much i really dont know how i got through it. His name just instantly makes my blood pressure rise!!
I turn 40 this November :weep:
AND there is a HUGE spider in the kitchen!!!!
ARGGHHHHHH!!
:scared15:
I feel so stressed at the moment, its just crazy and if i dont release some of it i fear i will go nuts!! :wacko:
I keep waking up, heart pounding, slight sweating and nausea
I "feel pale" but my face is normal colour
Ectopic beats are back
Dropping sensations, like ive suddenly lost an inch in height, or if im sitting on the couch its like ive sunk into it - sounds ridiculous i know!!!!!
Internal trembling
Occasional adreneline rushes.
Random lightheadness
Ive resumed checking my pulse all the time and i feel the urge to check my bp all the time creeping back too
I constantly feel tense, stressed and scared, and on alert, waiting for the next thing or symptom to kick off.
Its just passed the 3rd anniversary of my mums death
I cant sleep unless the tv is on in the background
My tax credits have been halved
I HATE my job - i drive for city link, the job is just to strenuous for me anymore and quite frankly dangerous with the ****s on the road these days.I live in a small town where jobs are like gold dust and i just cant find something suitable
My family expect me to run around them all the time and im always putting myself out for others, yet just cant get any support back
Im very overweight and so ashamed of it, i just cant loose weight, its disgusting
Ive developed phobias of doctors and medications
I have suddenly turned very superstitious!!
My gran, 77 has been very ill this last year, im so worried about her
My ex husband continues to try and off load his debt onto me, and refuses to awknoledge his children or pay maintenence. He "borrowed" money from my gran and then left town and moved in with some woman he met on the internet!! He man was an alcoholic bully and put me through so much i really dont know how i got through it. His name just instantly makes my blood pressure rise!!
I turn 40 this November :weep:
AND there is a HUGE spider in the kitchen!!!!
ARGGHHHHHH!!
:scared15: