phil06
02-06-11, 17:12
I'm still struggling with this foggy head nothing seems real that's one thing on the other memories seem false, distant, I feel like I'm a stranger in my own mind at times..I fear I'll suddenly go mad and feel maybe I'll stop understanding English, normal stuff in life, existence thoughts and so on.
I do a task and think wow this seems strange the past is like wow I really worked here, did this ect.. when I'm out I recognise the place but it still feels unfamiliar..sometimes like a video game or a compressed small world..I try and stick to places I know too.
Usually I get dull vision..for hours everything seems hazy..most days I live in this haze or fog that makes everything seem strange and off..maybe it sounds like Depersonalization but it's such a complex feeling even that..anybody understand where I'm coming from? :huh:
I do a task and think wow this seems strange the past is like wow I really worked here, did this ect.. when I'm out I recognise the place but it still feels unfamiliar..sometimes like a video game or a compressed small world..I try and stick to places I know too.
Usually I get dull vision..for hours everything seems hazy..most days I live in this haze or fog that makes everything seem strange and off..maybe it sounds like Depersonalization but it's such a complex feeling even that..anybody understand where I'm coming from? :huh: