DagoGirl
22-04-06, 02:48
Hello everyone - its Chrissy. I want to apologize for not coming back in a long time! I dont really have an excuse other then the fact that Ive been doing loads better and been keeping very busy. It probably seems terrible to only come back with a problem, but you guys have really been a support for me in the past and I could use it right now.
Just to catch you up - im still taking my lustral and doing well on it. Ive had a huge break from my DP/DR and really thought it was completely gone. Ive been going out more and even been able to work a bit. My ex-girlfriend moved back in with me just as a roomate and that did wonders for me. I was even able to skip a few sessions at the therapists and save some money as I pay for it out of my own pocket.
About three weeks ago my ex decided to spend some time with her other ex and maybe try to work things out(which im totally OK with) but im missing her being here very much!! Im starting to feel lonely and feel like the DP is creeping back because im alone so much. Her stuff is still here but shes not really spending any time here. The DP is my worst symptom and what causes my depression and anxiety to get bad and linger. So, naturally im very scared that it could start all over again and ill be back to how I was. Im starting to have the same bad thoughts again and im really scared about it. Also, my sleep has always been disturnbed but it seems much worse lately!!!! Any of your opinions about this would be welcome. Thank you Chrissy
Just to catch you up - im still taking my lustral and doing well on it. Ive had a huge break from my DP/DR and really thought it was completely gone. Ive been going out more and even been able to work a bit. My ex-girlfriend moved back in with me just as a roomate and that did wonders for me. I was even able to skip a few sessions at the therapists and save some money as I pay for it out of my own pocket.
About three weeks ago my ex decided to spend some time with her other ex and maybe try to work things out(which im totally OK with) but im missing her being here very much!! Im starting to feel lonely and feel like the DP is creeping back because im alone so much. Her stuff is still here but shes not really spending any time here. The DP is my worst symptom and what causes my depression and anxiety to get bad and linger. So, naturally im very scared that it could start all over again and ill be back to how I was. Im starting to have the same bad thoughts again and im really scared about it. Also, my sleep has always been disturnbed but it seems much worse lately!!!! Any of your opinions about this would be welcome. Thank you Chrissy