Mark801
13-06-11, 17:13
Hey guys, hope everyone is doing well.
I haven't really posted in a while because I was actually doing well. I brought back out my bike and I've been riding everywhere I go, I managed to secure two summer jobs this summer to keep me occupied but as always, when things are going "ok" in my life, something happens that makes feel like there's no hope for me. :weep:
I was watching the news with my mom when they showed that a young football player died after just drinking three beers. He suffered with chest pain for about 3 years, had all the tests(came back normal for him) but he just died after drinking those beers. He also was very fit as he was a football player.
I have to say that this news has absolutely terrified me once again. I mean I've had loads of test and as of now, I'm waiting on the results of a recent blood/urine test. He used to always clutch his chest with pain and I have to admit that even though I've never had chest pain that I had to clutch my chest, I've still had chest pain.:weep:
My mom is telling me that she gets sternum pain and that its probably muscular or indigestion. She's also reassuring me that I don't even know his medical history and that he could've easily been on steroids or some drugs. I mean I get her helping me but they never stated anything on the news.
Just now my mom asked me to go to the grocery with my bike and on my way I could just feel the pain on my sternum. I rushed to buy my things so quick those people at the mart must of thought I was crazy.
I really need some reassurance guys and I'm really sorry if this post offends/scares anyone.
I haven't really posted in a while because I was actually doing well. I brought back out my bike and I've been riding everywhere I go, I managed to secure two summer jobs this summer to keep me occupied but as always, when things are going "ok" in my life, something happens that makes feel like there's no hope for me. :weep:
I was watching the news with my mom when they showed that a young football player died after just drinking three beers. He suffered with chest pain for about 3 years, had all the tests(came back normal for him) but he just died after drinking those beers. He also was very fit as he was a football player.
I have to say that this news has absolutely terrified me once again. I mean I've had loads of test and as of now, I'm waiting on the results of a recent blood/urine test. He used to always clutch his chest with pain and I have to admit that even though I've never had chest pain that I had to clutch my chest, I've still had chest pain.:weep:
My mom is telling me that she gets sternum pain and that its probably muscular or indigestion. She's also reassuring me that I don't even know his medical history and that he could've easily been on steroids or some drugs. I mean I get her helping me but they never stated anything on the news.
Just now my mom asked me to go to the grocery with my bike and on my way I could just feel the pain on my sternum. I rushed to buy my things so quick those people at the mart must of thought I was crazy.
I really need some reassurance guys and I'm really sorry if this post offends/scares anyone.