Gale2509
18-06-11, 21:50
I have suffered from this for as far back as I can possibly imagine, I am absolutely petrified, it completely controls my life alongside, fear of food, germs, hygiene, any illness basically.
I have been vegetarian for 18 years, mainly because I'm scared of contamination/food poisoning risk in meat. I do however cook meat for my husband and children almost daily,
I for the first time in 18 years ate a beef stew tonight alongside my husband and daughter, it was no easy task I struggled to eat it but thought it would do me good as I'm currently 20 weeks pregnant.
How can this happen - so 2 hrs after eating it, I'm sitting there reading, trying to take my mind off it when my husband announces he has severe stomach pain and nausea, he asks me "did I think beef tasted ok" I haven't eaten beef in 18 years before tonight?! I've No idea what it's supposed to taste like but I didn't sense or taste spoiling in anyway? So he proceeds to go to bed, I haven't spoken to him or been up in the 7 hrs since he went up - I'm too scared to know if he's actually Ill? Been watching my daughters every move to check she is ok and not complaining of symptoms. I feel Ill all day, everyday so I'm completely panic stricken as to whether this is ' food poisoning' Ill or my usual? I will not sleep a wink, I will needless to say never eat meat again.
Is there anybody out there understand any of this? Or am I just completely crazy as I suspect?! Xxx
I have been vegetarian for 18 years, mainly because I'm scared of contamination/food poisoning risk in meat. I do however cook meat for my husband and children almost daily,
I for the first time in 18 years ate a beef stew tonight alongside my husband and daughter, it was no easy task I struggled to eat it but thought it would do me good as I'm currently 20 weeks pregnant.
How can this happen - so 2 hrs after eating it, I'm sitting there reading, trying to take my mind off it when my husband announces he has severe stomach pain and nausea, he asks me "did I think beef tasted ok" I haven't eaten beef in 18 years before tonight?! I've No idea what it's supposed to taste like but I didn't sense or taste spoiling in anyway? So he proceeds to go to bed, I haven't spoken to him or been up in the 7 hrs since he went up - I'm too scared to know if he's actually Ill? Been watching my daughters every move to check she is ok and not complaining of symptoms. I feel Ill all day, everyday so I'm completely panic stricken as to whether this is ' food poisoning' Ill or my usual? I will not sleep a wink, I will needless to say never eat meat again.
Is there anybody out there understand any of this? Or am I just completely crazy as I suspect?! Xxx