haziefantasie
21-06-11, 12:55
Hi Everyone
Well with a lot of help from my family I moved house at the weekend - 150 miles away from my family but am now close to my friends that I went to uni with. Im still signed off work from my old job but am waiting to hear back about a job that Ive applied for here and have also got an interview on thursday.
The past couple of days Ive kept myself busy unpacking my things and have seen my friends a couple of times, but now Ive got less to distract myself Im really starting to stress out!!
My IBS is flaring up, I feel sick all the time again and Ive got no energy to do anything. I really need to go and register at the doctors and get other stuff organised but Im so tired and feel so rubbish. Im worried that I wont get a new job and even if I do Im scared I wont be well enough to start!! Im signed off for another 2 weeks but have handed my notice in to end at the same time so have to get a new job by then. Ive been on fluoxetine for nearly 4 weeks now and I was hoping theyd have kicked in by now but they dont seem to have - what if they just dont work? Im so worried that Ive done the wrong thing in moving, its such bad timing to put so much stress on myself but I needed to get away from my abusive ex partner.
Arrrggghhh Im so sorry to whinge, I just dont know where to turn. My friends know that I suffer from anxiety/depression but I dont want to dump all my problems on them when Ive just moved here and am getting to know them again. And I dont want to worry my family now that theyre so far away from me. I just needed to get all this out of my head :shrug:
Well with a lot of help from my family I moved house at the weekend - 150 miles away from my family but am now close to my friends that I went to uni with. Im still signed off work from my old job but am waiting to hear back about a job that Ive applied for here and have also got an interview on thursday.
The past couple of days Ive kept myself busy unpacking my things and have seen my friends a couple of times, but now Ive got less to distract myself Im really starting to stress out!!
My IBS is flaring up, I feel sick all the time again and Ive got no energy to do anything. I really need to go and register at the doctors and get other stuff organised but Im so tired and feel so rubbish. Im worried that I wont get a new job and even if I do Im scared I wont be well enough to start!! Im signed off for another 2 weeks but have handed my notice in to end at the same time so have to get a new job by then. Ive been on fluoxetine for nearly 4 weeks now and I was hoping theyd have kicked in by now but they dont seem to have - what if they just dont work? Im so worried that Ive done the wrong thing in moving, its such bad timing to put so much stress on myself but I needed to get away from my abusive ex partner.
Arrrggghhh Im so sorry to whinge, I just dont know where to turn. My friends know that I suffer from anxiety/depression but I dont want to dump all my problems on them when Ive just moved here and am getting to know them again. And I dont want to worry my family now that theyre so far away from me. I just needed to get all this out of my head :shrug: