Silly Blonde
26-04-06, 09:05
Lower back ache seems to be a bit better - but the bad stomach ache is back and I feel generally awful.
I have just stopped myself googling the symptoms. I know I've had a pelvic ultrasound that showed everything to be normal, but the nasty bully-voice in my head is telling me that I have something growing inside me causing pain depending on where it happens to be pressing.
Even typing this I feel a bit silly. I have been to my gp so many times, and she insists it is just IBS.
I am getting married next month and my biggest fear is that I'll feel terrible on the day.
Just want to feel well again, can't remember the last time I felt really good.
When i don't have symptoms - I feel pretty ok, its just when they come back I get down and feel terrible. I just can't seem to dismiss them and get on with things at the moment, however hard I try!!!
I have just stopped myself googling the symptoms. I know I've had a pelvic ultrasound that showed everything to be normal, but the nasty bully-voice in my head is telling me that I have something growing inside me causing pain depending on where it happens to be pressing.
Even typing this I feel a bit silly. I have been to my gp so many times, and she insists it is just IBS.
I am getting married next month and my biggest fear is that I'll feel terrible on the day.
Just want to feel well again, can't remember the last time I felt really good.
When i don't have symptoms - I feel pretty ok, its just when they come back I get down and feel terrible. I just can't seem to dismiss them and get on with things at the moment, however hard I try!!!