HypnosWisher
02-07-11, 21:45
I shall be going back to work for first time this Monday on a phased return since February. My thoughts are joy and fear. They are the first I feel the most. I want it to work. I want to feel part of my own life again. These last 5 months have felt I have been a spectator. Watching myself hit the lows and try to get myself back to the middle again.
There is no magic cure for what I have. It has never been about that. It has been about acceptance. Acceptance of what I have and how I live with it. I feel I am at the plae that I undertand what I have and I understand how to live with it.
I am hoping Monday starts well.
There is no magic cure for what I have. It has never been about that. It has been about acceptance. Acceptance of what I have and how I live with it. I feel I am at the plae that I undertand what I have and I understand how to live with it.
I am hoping Monday starts well.