phillipa
06-07-11, 00:03
Hello, my name is Phillipa. I am new here, so hope i am posting in the right place. I would like some advice please wherever possible.
I currently work in Insurance, and for the past twelve months or so, I have had upset stomach every morning (5/6 times before i leave the house) which i know is caused by nerves and anxiety about going to work. My main issue at work is my Manager, who I have to work with 6 days a week. I have let this issue slide, thinking it normal, until very recently. I got sick, vomiting and diarahhea, for 3 days and was due to a bug. However after getting better the morning nerves for work have increased, and have started to have panic attacks about going to work. I think this is because i am pre-empting the reaction from my manager about my sickness. However this has got the point that on one day whilst on the way to work i was overcome with panic and was unable to move any further closer to work. So much so i had to ring my mother hyperventilating and crying uncontrollably. She had called in sick for me, and i arranged a doctors appointment for the same day. The doctor has signed me off for 3 days to 'recover' and i have been sent for tests to find out if anything else causing the morning bowel probs. Unfortunatley my 3 days sign off finishes this thursday, and i am already having panic attacks and fearing going back to work on thursday. I feel completely out of control and i just do not know what i should do. I do have an appointment with a therapist, but other than that i am stuck. The thought of going to work is causing me to lose sleep, worsening my stomach upset and causing me great distress. Any advice please?
I currently work in Insurance, and for the past twelve months or so, I have had upset stomach every morning (5/6 times before i leave the house) which i know is caused by nerves and anxiety about going to work. My main issue at work is my Manager, who I have to work with 6 days a week. I have let this issue slide, thinking it normal, until very recently. I got sick, vomiting and diarahhea, for 3 days and was due to a bug. However after getting better the morning nerves for work have increased, and have started to have panic attacks about going to work. I think this is because i am pre-empting the reaction from my manager about my sickness. However this has got the point that on one day whilst on the way to work i was overcome with panic and was unable to move any further closer to work. So much so i had to ring my mother hyperventilating and crying uncontrollably. She had called in sick for me, and i arranged a doctors appointment for the same day. The doctor has signed me off for 3 days to 'recover' and i have been sent for tests to find out if anything else causing the morning bowel probs. Unfortunatley my 3 days sign off finishes this thursday, and i am already having panic attacks and fearing going back to work on thursday. I feel completely out of control and i just do not know what i should do. I do have an appointment with a therapist, but other than that i am stuck. The thought of going to work is causing me to lose sleep, worsening my stomach upset and causing me great distress. Any advice please?