Piscian Daydreamer
28-04-06, 18:16
God...
Firstly just want to thank everyone for replying to my PLAN in getting the girl, unfortunately, it all went down the toilet, i didnt get rejected, i just had real real bad luck getting the chance!
What happened isi went to lesson hoping to talk to her, but she turned up BANG on the dot, so i couldnt get a chance to sit by her and talk to her! Near the end of the lesson, i was psyched up into asking her out. When i say i was going to stand at the top of the stairs and shout it, really i was hoping that nobody else would be around because its a quiet spot - i thought the distance thing would do the trick.
So what happened?
Well, i could feel the opportunity slipping between my fingers. All my mates were around talking to me at the end AND i didnt want them to see me asking her out, so i found it very hard to leave the room.... but i did, after she left. I looked down the stairs and realised she had gone! Dissapeared into thin air!!
I was gutted so told me mate i was going for a slash, so i turned round and walked into the toilets ONLY TO FIND IT WAS THE GIRLS TOILETS and she was in there washing her hands!
OMG, can't beleive i did that! Its because the gents and ladies bogs are almost identical, just on separate floors. The gents is above the ladies and because i have most of my lessons upstairs i just naturally wandered into the ladies without even thinking about it!
She saw the funny side but how the hell could i ask her out after that??? It almost looked like i followed her in!! Dam!!!!! How did it end like this?
I went home feeling like a real failure because I STILL DON'T know and its killing me inside, i cant get rid of her face from my mind. I dont know if it is a good or bad thing me walking into the toilets, at least its given her something funny to think about? And i can joke with her about it next time i see her? I mean,,,, i wasnt rejected, i guess i have another chance??
But i still feel really bad about this crush, its getting me down, i cant wait another week to see her. I went out clubbing last night and couldnt even look at any other girls. My anxiety has really turned this small crush into something massive, im feeling insecure and worried.....
Please, someone, just tell me what you think of all that??
Many thanks.
Firstly just want to thank everyone for replying to my PLAN in getting the girl, unfortunately, it all went down the toilet, i didnt get rejected, i just had real real bad luck getting the chance!
What happened isi went to lesson hoping to talk to her, but she turned up BANG on the dot, so i couldnt get a chance to sit by her and talk to her! Near the end of the lesson, i was psyched up into asking her out. When i say i was going to stand at the top of the stairs and shout it, really i was hoping that nobody else would be around because its a quiet spot - i thought the distance thing would do the trick.
So what happened?
Well, i could feel the opportunity slipping between my fingers. All my mates were around talking to me at the end AND i didnt want them to see me asking her out, so i found it very hard to leave the room.... but i did, after she left. I looked down the stairs and realised she had gone! Dissapeared into thin air!!
I was gutted so told me mate i was going for a slash, so i turned round and walked into the toilets ONLY TO FIND IT WAS THE GIRLS TOILETS and she was in there washing her hands!
OMG, can't beleive i did that! Its because the gents and ladies bogs are almost identical, just on separate floors. The gents is above the ladies and because i have most of my lessons upstairs i just naturally wandered into the ladies without even thinking about it!
She saw the funny side but how the hell could i ask her out after that??? It almost looked like i followed her in!! Dam!!!!! How did it end like this?
I went home feeling like a real failure because I STILL DON'T know and its killing me inside, i cant get rid of her face from my mind. I dont know if it is a good or bad thing me walking into the toilets, at least its given her something funny to think about? And i can joke with her about it next time i see her? I mean,,,, i wasnt rejected, i guess i have another chance??
But i still feel really bad about this crush, its getting me down, i cant wait another week to see her. I went out clubbing last night and couldnt even look at any other girls. My anxiety has really turned this small crush into something massive, im feeling insecure and worried.....
Please, someone, just tell me what you think of all that??
Many thanks.