Eyedea
17-07-11, 05:52
Okay, so the past month or so, my left leg has seemed real achy and had an achy sort of pain, as if i just ran a mile or something, which worry's me to death because my doctor said i had a minor varicocele and being such a hypochondriach its hard to believe her when she says "minor". Anyways, i felt that achy/weak feeling on my left leg today, so i checked it out. When i looked at it, the veins in my thigh were bulging way more than the ones in my right leg. I instantly started to worry. As the worry started to set in, i randomly became so agitated and angry that i got extremely worked up. then going on Web MD didn't help, because only bad things came up as i looked up the symptoms and sent me right into panic. I then ended up freaking out extremely bad. the anger and panic hit at once and i just through a tantrum. i look back on it right now and it scares me thinking that i acted that way... Well as i got more and more worked up, i felt this throbbing in my thigh, just above my knee, more towards my inner thigh. I looked at it and i could visibly see it throbbing. which freaked me out more. I was wondering if it was my vein pumping real hard, a muscle spasm, ect.. so i went and googled the symptoms, which was a terrible idea, and terrible things came up, saying it was from Parkinson's to Alzeimers to neurological diseases to spine problems... So i started to panic even more.. the throbbing slowed down as i started to calm down. so i'm not sure what that was about so someone please tell me what you think. i'd be greatly appreciated