imfinewine
18-07-11, 12:43
Im 32, a single mum to a beautiful girl.... and Ive got Emitophobia, Severe Anxiety , Panic Disorder, Agorophobia and Social Phobia.
Ive been pretty much a hermit since 1998, only venturing out with friends and family to places that are quiet and feel safe to me.
I have not been able to go out on my own for over 5 years now, and every day pretty much is a struggle to get through now.
My little 2 year old is my saving grace, she has given me some courage to get out more - but sadly the feelings of panic and anxiety never leave me, and I can end up in a right mess for a few hours just so she can go places.
On Wednesday I have to go look at her new pre school - My friend and her Daughter are taking us, but I know Ill run out crying - Ill feel awful and anxious - and it is only MOnday.... I have no idea how I will ever overcome these feelings.
I have been like this for so long now, I have actually forgotten hw I used to be :(
Ive been pretty much a hermit since 1998, only venturing out with friends and family to places that are quiet and feel safe to me.
I have not been able to go out on my own for over 5 years now, and every day pretty much is a struggle to get through now.
My little 2 year old is my saving grace, she has given me some courage to get out more - but sadly the feelings of panic and anxiety never leave me, and I can end up in a right mess for a few hours just so she can go places.
On Wednesday I have to go look at her new pre school - My friend and her Daughter are taking us, but I know Ill run out crying - Ill feel awful and anxious - and it is only MOnday.... I have no idea how I will ever overcome these feelings.
I have been like this for so long now, I have actually forgotten hw I used to be :(