Piscian Daydreamer
02-05-06, 15:02
Hi everyone, me again. I'm so sorry to keep flooding you with my 'crush' problem, but when i get home, this message board is the only comfort i have.
I went to uni again today, saw Emma, the girl i like. However, today i didnt even speak one single word to her. Not really my fault, i sat at the very back of the lecture hall with my mates, she sat at the front, soon as the lecture had finished, she had gone.
Its almost the story of my life, the chances for interaction are just so weak,,,, its so depressing......... i just can't get a chance to get close to her, talk to her, and ask her out - it seems IMPOSSIBLE.
So because ive gone another valuable day without even reminding this girl i exist, IVE COME HOME FEELING absolutely awful. Its todays like today when i dont even get a word off her that i feel so insecure, like i am totally wasting my time, nothing will ever happen, i wont get a chance... PURE EMPTINESS.
Now, ive got a lecture with her thursday and i will see her to talk to this time, but i just can't try it on or ask her out because i'm always so shrouded with my mates.... i just dojnt have any freedom to aproach her and ask her out, my mate josh will always be by my side, in truth, i think he might like her as well........... it feels so cringeworthy.
Man, i don't even have the confidence to ask her out now because i feel she doesnt know me well enough, but i cant get her to know me better because i just dont ever get a proper chance to talk to her alone!
Words of comfort much appreciated, please, off anyone.
Thanks
MB
I went to uni again today, saw Emma, the girl i like. However, today i didnt even speak one single word to her. Not really my fault, i sat at the very back of the lecture hall with my mates, she sat at the front, soon as the lecture had finished, she had gone.
Its almost the story of my life, the chances for interaction are just so weak,,,, its so depressing......... i just can't get a chance to get close to her, talk to her, and ask her out - it seems IMPOSSIBLE.
So because ive gone another valuable day without even reminding this girl i exist, IVE COME HOME FEELING absolutely awful. Its todays like today when i dont even get a word off her that i feel so insecure, like i am totally wasting my time, nothing will ever happen, i wont get a chance... PURE EMPTINESS.
Now, ive got a lecture with her thursday and i will see her to talk to this time, but i just can't try it on or ask her out because i'm always so shrouded with my mates.... i just dojnt have any freedom to aproach her and ask her out, my mate josh will always be by my side, in truth, i think he might like her as well........... it feels so cringeworthy.
Man, i don't even have the confidence to ask her out now because i feel she doesnt know me well enough, but i cant get her to know me better because i just dont ever get a proper chance to talk to her alone!
Words of comfort much appreciated, please, off anyone.
Thanks
MB