strawberry1756
23-07-11, 18:10
Hi Ive not been on here for a while. In 2009 I started suffering with all day all night anxiety, I got to the point where i couldnt eat or sleep. I started taking Citalopram and slowly got better. I ve been feeling great for over a year now and even had a baby! who is now 14 months.
I booked a girls clubbing holiday to Ibiza which is somewhere ive always wanted to go. We go on wednesday for 3 nights. I was quite nervous about leaving my little girl but I know my husband would be fine looking after her so thought I would be ok, however since yesterday Ive been feeling terrible, and like i am going back to how I was! I am in tears at the moment because I feel so awful and my husband is at work and is not back till late so I havent got anyone to talk to.
I did go out last night for my birthday for a few drinks and have a slight hangover today and the nerves about the holiday have totally got out of control. I was thinking it might be the hangover making me feel so bad and the stress of worrying about leaving my daughter. Its just so horrible I cant handle going through this again as I have also got my little girl to look after. Am I getting ill again? or is the citalopram not working anymore? can anyone help please :weep::weep::weep:
I booked a girls clubbing holiday to Ibiza which is somewhere ive always wanted to go. We go on wednesday for 3 nights. I was quite nervous about leaving my little girl but I know my husband would be fine looking after her so thought I would be ok, however since yesterday Ive been feeling terrible, and like i am going back to how I was! I am in tears at the moment because I feel so awful and my husband is at work and is not back till late so I havent got anyone to talk to.
I did go out last night for my birthday for a few drinks and have a slight hangover today and the nerves about the holiday have totally got out of control. I was thinking it might be the hangover making me feel so bad and the stress of worrying about leaving my daughter. Its just so horrible I cant handle going through this again as I have also got my little girl to look after. Am I getting ill again? or is the citalopram not working anymore? can anyone help please :weep::weep::weep: