phil06
25-07-11, 14:22
I got an interview today for a job at first they wanted me starting today but now it's tomorrow and it's all come about quick. Feel quite scared about how I can handle and cope with the anxiety. I'm not totally sure on hours yet maybe through the day maybe long shifts to start with.
It's the same kind of work I've been doing...been out of work 5 months though so there's a bit of anxiety about going back to work again. I don't feel I coped too well in my last job as the hours were not many maybe it never really helped me. In the past work helped me but the past year I've had alot of anxiety stopping me leaving the house.
But I never slept an hour last night before the interview. Today my stomach feels knotted, my bowels have been playing up can't stop going hope it doesn't happen at this new job. I just feel nervous, scared, worried, concerned if I will like the job. I know people say I will be fine but I don't really believe it these days I suffer alot of anticipation anxiety the feeling is always terrible before the event. It's in another near by town I've not worked in before so that's a worry, my last job was another near by town first time working in that one as jobs are few and far between. I am slightly excited to be starting a new job but not too much with anxiety.
So I think I'm worrying a little more than usual in the past I'd worry but not as much. Anything works me up at the moment. So I'm not sure what to think I feel these feelings are like just me feeling it run down and scared and tired. Maybe anxiety gets worse over time as you know what life stressed are out there? Not working/starting new jobs are both quite stressful. I guess I don't want to be out of work forever been getting a little bored of it now. :blush:
It's the same kind of work I've been doing...been out of work 5 months though so there's a bit of anxiety about going back to work again. I don't feel I coped too well in my last job as the hours were not many maybe it never really helped me. In the past work helped me but the past year I've had alot of anxiety stopping me leaving the house.
But I never slept an hour last night before the interview. Today my stomach feels knotted, my bowels have been playing up can't stop going hope it doesn't happen at this new job. I just feel nervous, scared, worried, concerned if I will like the job. I know people say I will be fine but I don't really believe it these days I suffer alot of anticipation anxiety the feeling is always terrible before the event. It's in another near by town I've not worked in before so that's a worry, my last job was another near by town first time working in that one as jobs are few and far between. I am slightly excited to be starting a new job but not too much with anxiety.
So I think I'm worrying a little more than usual in the past I'd worry but not as much. Anything works me up at the moment. So I'm not sure what to think I feel these feelings are like just me feeling it run down and scared and tired. Maybe anxiety gets worse over time as you know what life stressed are out there? Not working/starting new jobs are both quite stressful. I guess I don't want to be out of work forever been getting a little bored of it now. :blush: