littlemissshy
27-07-11, 14:33
I've had anxiety for as long as I can remember which seems to have gotten progressively worse the older I get. For the most part all of my anxiety seem to centre around work/school. I still have my report from school over 20 years ago in which one of the teachers says "Very shy and lacking in confidence but this will disappear in time"
Well all of that has turned into anxiety and its certainly worse than even 10 years ago. My worry is I won't be able to function at all in another 10 years. The only time my anxiety is manageable is when i'm at home alone. But this is probably making my social anxiety worse.
I just live with fear 90% of the time surrounded my confident people.
I'm turning 40 next year and the thought of keep living with this is just awful.
Well all of that has turned into anxiety and its certainly worse than even 10 years ago. My worry is I won't be able to function at all in another 10 years. The only time my anxiety is manageable is when i'm at home alone. But this is probably making my social anxiety worse.
I just live with fear 90% of the time surrounded my confident people.
I'm turning 40 next year and the thought of keep living with this is just awful.