HelenLouise
30-07-11, 22:50
Hi everyone. I'm really on edge tonight and I don't know why.
I'm constantly worried that theres something wrong with me that I don't know about and that i'm going to die from it because I just have no idea.
I was having appointments with a mental health professional at my university who was brilliant! She was the first person I could talk to and trust and not feel embarrassed when sharing personal issues. She died two weeks ago and I am so upset. I feel so lost and keep breaking down randomly because I just wish I could talk to her and tell her how worried and stressed I am feeling about whats going on in my head. Uni have arranged a replacement mental health service with a new man but I just know it won't be the same.
I'm scared and alone and I didn't know where else to turn.
I'm scared to go to sleep incase I don't wake up.
If I had some kind of terminal illness, would i know?
Sorry to be a pain.
xxx
I'm constantly worried that theres something wrong with me that I don't know about and that i'm going to die from it because I just have no idea.
I was having appointments with a mental health professional at my university who was brilliant! She was the first person I could talk to and trust and not feel embarrassed when sharing personal issues. She died two weeks ago and I am so upset. I feel so lost and keep breaking down randomly because I just wish I could talk to her and tell her how worried and stressed I am feeling about whats going on in my head. Uni have arranged a replacement mental health service with a new man but I just know it won't be the same.
I'm scared and alone and I didn't know where else to turn.
I'm scared to go to sleep incase I don't wake up.
If I had some kind of terminal illness, would i know?
Sorry to be a pain.
xxx